I am completely overwhelmed by the outpouring of love and support I have witnessed today. I told J last night when I blogged that I went ahead and "spat it all out" because weekends were usually a slow time for comments and maybe I wouldn't burden too many people with my troubles. Wow. I am simply amazed by the number of people I've never even "met" who are offering their prayers, hugs, and love. Thank you hardly seems adequate, but it's about all I can muster at the time.
Also, extra thanks to Allison and Krista who sent some of you my way. It means a lot to me that you cared enough to "send in the troops." None of you will ever know what your support means to me during this especially trying time. Not too many IRL friends and family members even knew yet. We were saving that secret for Mother's Day next week.
It's been a tough day. I guess it's all sinking in. I was doing pretty well at keeping it all together, with only a few bouts of tears as we ran our usual Saturday errands. But on the way home, I checked my email on my phone and saw that I had (at the time) 26 comments on my blog post from yesterday. As I read them, I just cried harder. I talked to J about how amazing this very special group of ladies in the blogosphere really are. We may all be strangers, but our adversities have given us a bond that is simply incredible.
To answer a question (I'm so sorry, but I don't remember who asked), yes, my doctor will perform one more ultrasound before we go through with the D & C so we can see for ourselves that there is no longer a heart beating. Also, E, my husband tried to ask the doctor yesterday if there could be some issue with me that would cause this to happen (such as a clotting disorder or something--he didn't know what to ask for, just if there could be some cause). I am not sure the doctor completely understood his question, and I was too numb to think of words to help him with it, and we really didn't get much of an answer. We will ask again, though. Perhaps that will be some testing we pursue in time.
I love you all, and I'm sorry if I made you sad on your weekend. But please know that your love, prayers, and support are greatly appreciated. In time, I will try to visit each of your blogs to let you know, personally, just how much.
Hugs and love,
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
The Third Time is NOT the Charm or Why I Almost Didn't Blog Today
Way back in January, I set a personal goal (not a resolution, mind you) to blog every single day of 2011. I decided that it was going to be the best year ever. And for quite some time, I believed that.
Then today happened. I nearly broke my blogging streak. I really don't know how to put this gently, so be forewarned. Today, our baby's heart stopped beating.
Today was a bright, sun-shiny day. A beautiful reminder that God is in control and also a welcome relief from the storms and floods of the past couple of weeks. It was also the day of our 3rd ultrasound--the last one until I "graduated" to becoming a normal patient. I arrived about 10 minutes early, signed in at the desk and took a seat. I texted J to let him know that I was there and that I'd have them call him again when it was time to have a look. After about 15-20 minutes of picture-taking, the tech said she had to make a phonecall. (This is when I had a hunch that something was up.) Apparently, no one answered the phone, so she left the room saying she'd be right back. She returned a few moments later with the tech from my first u/s. She said she needed a couple more pictures and then we'd be finished. When she was done, she told me I could clean up, get dressed, and she'd send the pictures up for my doctor's appointment. I didn't get to see the screen, didn't get any printouts, didn't even get a chance to call for J. I knew this was not going to end well.
I texted J from the bathroom while I was getting dressed, and he met me at the doctor's office. I barely dropped my appointment slip off, and they told me I could come on back. Yep, I was definitely getting bad news. Immediately, Dr. G came in and said that they couldn't find a heartbeat. It's all over. The troubling part is, the measurements were right on track in respect to the previous two u/s. So it had to have happened today. I am to call on Monday to schedule a D & C. I keep thinking about what I could have done that caused it to happen. J tells me I can't think like that, but I can't help it. Was I fussing at that kid too much? Did I get too angry? Did I not eat right? Was it the half a Co.ke I drank? What? What? What did I do wrong?
We are completely devastated. I know it could have been worse, and I've been trying to be thankful that we didn't find out "this way" or "that way." But I hate that we had to find it out at all. I am, however, glad that it didn't happen tomorrow and us go around thinking everything was great for the next 3 or 4 weeks until our next appointment. (If there is a bright side, I guess that's it. We hadn't made it "public" knowledge yet, so not too many people to untell.)
So that's why, at 9:30 when J asked if I was ready for bed, I said, "Yes," knowing full well that I had not yet blogged today. He asked me if I did, and I said I hadn't. Then he asked me if I really wanted this to be the day that I broke my streak because he knew it was important to me. I didn't want him to think that I didn't care. I didn't want him to think that I would rather be pouring my soul out to people I've never met (for the most part...I know I have a couple of IRL friends who read) instead of being with him and attempting to comfort each other. But he said that he didn't think that at all and didn't mind a bit. He's so wonderful. Everyone should be so lucky.
If you pray, please whisper our names. I'm depending on God to get us through this. Because no one else can.
Hugs and love,
Then today happened. I nearly broke my blogging streak. I really don't know how to put this gently, so be forewarned. Today, our baby's heart stopped beating.
Today was a bright, sun-shiny day. A beautiful reminder that God is in control and also a welcome relief from the storms and floods of the past couple of weeks. It was also the day of our 3rd ultrasound--the last one until I "graduated" to becoming a normal patient. I arrived about 10 minutes early, signed in at the desk and took a seat. I texted J to let him know that I was there and that I'd have them call him again when it was time to have a look. After about 15-20 minutes of picture-taking, the tech said she had to make a phonecall. (This is when I had a hunch that something was up.) Apparently, no one answered the phone, so she left the room saying she'd be right back. She returned a few moments later with the tech from my first u/s. She said she needed a couple more pictures and then we'd be finished. When she was done, she told me I could clean up, get dressed, and she'd send the pictures up for my doctor's appointment. I didn't get to see the screen, didn't get any printouts, didn't even get a chance to call for J. I knew this was not going to end well.
I texted J from the bathroom while I was getting dressed, and he met me at the doctor's office. I barely dropped my appointment slip off, and they told me I could come on back. Yep, I was definitely getting bad news. Immediately, Dr. G came in and said that they couldn't find a heartbeat. It's all over. The troubling part is, the measurements were right on track in respect to the previous two u/s. So it had to have happened today. I am to call on Monday to schedule a D & C. I keep thinking about what I could have done that caused it to happen. J tells me I can't think like that, but I can't help it. Was I fussing at that kid too much? Did I get too angry? Did I not eat right? Was it the half a Co.ke I drank? What? What? What did I do wrong?
We are completely devastated. I know it could have been worse, and I've been trying to be thankful that we didn't find out "this way" or "that way." But I hate that we had to find it out at all. I am, however, glad that it didn't happen tomorrow and us go around thinking everything was great for the next 3 or 4 weeks until our next appointment. (If there is a bright side, I guess that's it. We hadn't made it "public" knowledge yet, so not too many people to untell.)
So that's why, at 9:30 when J asked if I was ready for bed, I said, "Yes," knowing full well that I had not yet blogged today. He asked me if I did, and I said I hadn't. Then he asked me if I really wanted this to be the day that I broke my streak because he knew it was important to me. I didn't want him to think that I didn't care. I didn't want him to think that I would rather be pouring my soul out to people I've never met (for the most part...I know I have a couple of IRL friends who read) instead of being with him and attempting to comfort each other. But he said that he didn't think that at all and didn't mind a bit. He's so wonderful. Everyone should be so lucky.
If you pray, please whisper our names. I'm depending on God to get us through this. Because no one else can.
Hugs and love,
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Four-Legged Fan
My dad seemed genuinely surprised that the Easter bunny did not come visit Jax last weekend. (I guess because he and my mom fixed him an "Easter bucket" complete with treats and a new toy. Nah, he's not spoiled.) While we did not go the traditional route, he did sort of get a present. We'd ordered a jersey for him to wear during baseball season while we watch the games we can on television. So, here's the Cardin.als' newest four-legged fan!
It's even cuter on the other side, but I couldn't get him to pose for a picture. He's looking through my grandmother's kitchen door at my dad, here.
Happy Thursday, guys! We've almost made it to Friday. :-D
Hugs and love,
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Rain, rain, go away!
It seems like it has rained every day in April. I know it hasn't, but it's close. Now, I'm not saying it has to be 90 degrees and blazing hot, but we could at least have some time to dry out, please? My yard's gonna drown!
Oh, and it's a booger taking Jax out, too. I usually take him very first thing in the morning, and he never wants to come back in. So we both get soaked. Then when he finally does, he looks like a drowned rat.
Speaking of rats, we caught our mouse. I knew you'd want to know.
Guess I'm done rambling for now. Sorry. My brain goes off on tangents. Often.
Hugs and love,
Oh, and it's a booger taking Jax out, too. I usually take him very first thing in the morning, and he never wants to come back in. So we both get soaked. Then when he finally does, he looks like a drowned rat.
Speaking of rats, we caught our mouse. I knew you'd want to know.
Guess I'm done rambling for now. Sorry. My brain goes off on tangents. Often.
Hugs and love,
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Too tired Tuesday
It's 7:40 and I just got home from school. Yep, it was a 12+ hour day for me, and I am exhausted! I can't even think of a thing to post about, so I guess you just get a big fat "Howdy" from me today. Love you all and hope you're doing well.
Hugs and love,
Hugs and love,
Monday, April 25, 2011
The Day after Easter
‘Twas the day after Easter
And all through my class
Not a student was sitting
Yet there was plenty of sass.
The homework was lost—
In their lockers, no doubt;
“I left mine at home!”
I even heard someone shout.
Chocolate bunnies and Peeps
And jelly beans, too…
When would the “sugar rush”
Finally be through?
I begged and I pleaded,
But still chaos ensued;
My room full of students
Was being quite rude.
They would not be still
or honor my wishes,
Save a few sweet exceptions
Who’ve, perhaps, found their niches.
By the end of the day,
I was frustrated and frazzled ;
And unappreciative
Of all of the hassles.
But I heard myself say
As they went to their buses,
“Keep your sugar at home.
Tomorrow, Mrs. Angie fusses!”
And all through my class
Not a student was sitting
Yet there was plenty of sass.
The homework was lost—
In their lockers, no doubt;
“I left mine at home!”
I even heard someone shout.
Chocolate bunnies and Peeps
And jelly beans, too…
When would the “sugar rush”
Finally be through?
I begged and I pleaded,
But still chaos ensued;
My room full of students
Was being quite rude.
They would not be still
or honor my wishes,
Save a few sweet exceptions
Who’ve, perhaps, found their niches.
By the end of the day,
I was frustrated and frazzled ;
And unappreciative
Of all of the hassles.
But I heard myself say
As they went to their buses,
“Keep your sugar at home.
Tomorrow, Mrs. Angie fusses!”
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Happy Easter and an award
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Easter holiday. I'm so thankful for what this day means to me. I feel so unworthy, but without the meaning of this day, none of us would have Eternal Life.
I'd also like to thank Jacksmom for giving me the Versatile Blogger Award. Here's how it works:
Winners grab the image above and put it in your blog.
Link back to the person who gave it to you.
Tell 10 things about yourself.
Award 15 recently discovered bloggers.
Contact the bloggers you have awarded to let them know they've won!
Ten Things About Me
1. I was never really a dog person before we got Jax. Now, I don't know what I'd do without him.
2. I'm thankful for my troubles, for they make me appreciate the good things in my life.
3. I love to grocery shop. Now, if I could just figure out how to make putting the groceries away more enjoyable, I'd be all set.
4. I could totally see myself becoming an "Extreme Couponer" if given the time and means.
5. I am miss some of my blogger buddies who aren't around much anymore (but I completely understand). I'm also thankful for my new blogger buddies.
6. I'm tired of getting fussed at when I don't feel like eating.
7. I'm thankful that there are only five more weeks of school. It's been a challenging year. I hope next year is better.
8. I hate laundry day. It's not that I mind actually doing laundry, but I feel so rushed trying to get it all done after school. I much prefer it in the summer when I can work on it all day.
9. I don't really want to find out if we're having a boy or a girl (nothing else in this process has really been a surprise, and I like surprises), but my mom and J insist that we do. They'll probably win, but I did put up a fight.
10. We only have two more weeks to keep our secret. If next week's ultrasound goes as well as the last two, Dr. G said he'd give us permission to shout it to the world. (We're not planning to tell for another week, though, on Mother's Day.)
As for nominating, I'll be honest. I have had this award before and it was so time consuming to noninate 15 people, link to them, and comment on all of ther blogs letting them know about it. Today, I'm being lazy since I still have some work to do for school tomorrow, I'm exhausted, and slightly light-headed. If you read my blog (and I know you read it), I think you are awesome! Feel free to grab the award if you are out of things to blog about and post away, courtesy of me! I Love you all!
I'd also like to thank Jacksmom for giving me the Versatile Blogger Award. Here's how it works:
Winners grab the image above and put it in your blog.
Link back to the person who gave it to you.
Tell 10 things about yourself.
Award 15 recently discovered bloggers.
Contact the bloggers you have awarded to let them know they've won!
Ten Things About Me
1. I was never really a dog person before we got Jax. Now, I don't know what I'd do without him.
2. I'm thankful for my troubles, for they make me appreciate the good things in my life.
3. I love to grocery shop. Now, if I could just figure out how to make putting the groceries away more enjoyable, I'd be all set.
4. I could totally see myself becoming an "Extreme Couponer" if given the time and means.
5. I am miss some of my blogger buddies who aren't around much anymore (but I completely understand). I'm also thankful for my new blogger buddies.
6. I'm tired of getting fussed at when I don't feel like eating.
7. I'm thankful that there are only five more weeks of school. It's been a challenging year. I hope next year is better.
8. I hate laundry day. It's not that I mind actually doing laundry, but I feel so rushed trying to get it all done after school. I much prefer it in the summer when I can work on it all day.
9. I don't really want to find out if we're having a boy or a girl (nothing else in this process has really been a surprise, and I like surprises), but my mom and J insist that we do. They'll probably win, but I did put up a fight.
10. We only have two more weeks to keep our secret. If next week's ultrasound goes as well as the last two, Dr. G said he'd give us permission to shout it to the world. (We're not planning to tell for another week, though, on Mother's Day.)
As for nominating, I'll be honest. I have had this award before and it was so time consuming to noninate 15 people, link to them, and comment on all of ther blogs letting them know about it. Today, I'm being lazy since I still have some work to do for school tomorrow, I'm exhausted, and slightly light-headed. If you read my blog (and I know you read it), I think you are awesome! Feel free to grab the award if you are out of things to blog about and post away, courtesy of me! I Love you all!
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Lazy Saturday
Since I had to go to town for some bloodwork after school yesterday, J and I decided to run our errands and go to the grocery before heading home. That means we ge to spend the whole day at the house. Yay! (Well, we did make a quick run for a birthday card, to drop a couple of things off at school that I kept forgetting were in my car, and to get some gas for the mower...but that took about a half hour and we took Jax along for the ride.)
Jax actually let us sleep in again this morning after a brief "gotta go" moment at around 6:30. J gave him a bath, and then together we got him dried. (It takes two--he hates the blow dryer). He even modeled his new Car.dinals jersey. (We'll take a picture tomorrow when he's sporting it at my grandma's.)
Now, I'm going to search for some lunch and grade some papers while J mows the yard. Then, we'll probably catch up on some television we've missed this week. No naps for me, today, either. I have to go to bed early (like that's a problem!) so I can get up super early for Sunrise Service.
Hope you're all having a marvelous weekend!
Hugs and love,
Jax actually let us sleep in again this morning after a brief "gotta go" moment at around 6:30. J gave him a bath, and then together we got him dried. (It takes two--he hates the blow dryer). He even modeled his new Car.dinals jersey. (We'll take a picture tomorrow when he's sporting it at my grandma's.)
Now, I'm going to search for some lunch and grade some papers while J mows the yard. Then, we'll probably catch up on some television we've missed this week. No naps for me, today, either. I have to go to bed early (like that's a problem!) so I can get up super early for Sunrise Service.
Hope you're all having a marvelous weekend!
Hugs and love,
Friday, April 22, 2011
Tired
It's been a long week. I went to the clinic for my prenatal blood workup. Nothing major--7 vials of blood and a urine test. Incidentally, they might tell a girl she's gonna have to pee in a cup so she won't go right before she gets to the lab. Now, of course, I didn't have any trouble going (that's not been a problem at any given moment the past couple of weeks), but I did have trouble filling my cup half full. I hope they got enough.
I'm about to head to bed. I'd like to welcome my new reader, Suzanna. I'm glad to have you. I also look forward to following your journey. Welcome to the IF community. It's a wonderful, supportive system. I don't know what I'd have done without it.
J and Jax just got back from a walk. I am ready to change into my pj's and head to bed! Have a terrific weekend, all!
Hugs and love,
I'm about to head to bed. I'd like to welcome my new reader, Suzanna. I'm glad to have you. I also look forward to following your journey. Welcome to the IF community. It's a wonderful, supportive system. I don't know what I'd have done without it.
J and Jax just got back from a walk. I am ready to change into my pj's and head to bed! Have a terrific weekend, all!
Hugs and love,
Thursday, April 21, 2011
All is well...
Today was a big day! Yesterday, I posted about worrying because I'm not feeling much in the way of symptoms. J thinks I shouldn't have because I had a pretty miserable morning. I was not in bad shape when I left home, but about halfway to school I developed this terrible pain in my lower back. It wasn't a cramp, and it didn't come in waves--it was constant. I broke out into a cold sweat, and seriously considered pulling over. I didn't (and I really don't know what I'd have done to make the situation better if I had), and I made it to school. But I just knew I was going to throw up or something before I got there (I didn't). I sat in my car for a few minutes, blasting the air, leaning my seat back...anything to try and get comfortable. I had taken a half day anyway to go to the doctor and my ultrasound this afternoon. I was beginning to wonder if I'd need that sub for the whole day!
Finally, I decided that nothing I was doing was really helping, so I went on inside. I didn't have any trouble walking or standing upright, so that was good (says Dr. Angie). My friend Jessica was coming in as I was walking down the hall. She said good morning and asked how I was doing today. I told her that I really didn't know. She asked what was wrong and I told her. She suggested that I try to find out who my sub was and see if they'd come on in. I checked the computer--I'd done this earlier in the week, but couldn't remember who my sub was supposed to be--and found that the sub had cancelled and my absence was left "unfilled." I panicked. I didn't really know what to do. I went to the office shortly before the bell rang to let students in and asked the secretary what I should do. She said not to worry about it, that they would either fill the opening or find somebody to cover my class. I had done everything I was supposed to. She also told me that the woman canceled at 5 something this morning. Grr.
I must have looked bad because she and the counselor both asked me if I was okay. I explained what was going on, and they diagnosed it as a kidney-related illness. I warned my kids that I wasn't feeling well and would probably be less patient with them than normal, but it didn't seem to help. They weren't any better for me than usual. A couple of hours later, the pain just went away. I was glad to be feeling better, but puzzled about what was causing it. I definitely planned to ask Dr. G about it at my appointment.
The ultrasound went well. J even took a few seconds of video on my phone (shh...). You can't tell much, but you can see that precious little flicker. We're still measuring a bit behind, but it's dead on with our measurements from Friday, so I'm thinking that means all is okay. (That's what everybody said, anyway.) Dr. G did not officially move my EDD, but I'm thinking he probably will at next week's appointment to December 5. Heart rate was 167 (last week was 130). J's first prediction is that it is a girl. (Apparently he's read about girls having higher heart rates...I don't know if that's accurate yet.) I have new pictures, but I am having a fight with the scanner. Maybe later I can update this post and include one. Next appointment is next Friday at 3:00. They'll do all of my "official first prenatal appointment" stuff then, and it'll likely be my last ultrasound for a while (if everything is still looking good).
As for the back pain, when I brought it up, Dr. G had me turn around and show him exactly where it hurt. When I did, he said it was the point where ligaments join the pelvis and other bones. I later read online that it is perhaps the result of softening of the supporting ligaments and disks due to the elevation of progesterone. He said that it's a common problem and can last throughout the pregnancy, I just happened to develop it early on. I told him I could deal with it as long as I knew it didn't mean anything was wrong.
In other news, I bought Jax a new toy box at Tar.get while I was out. It's a good thing, too, because his looked like this when I got home:
Of course, it still had toys in it at the time, but I had already transferred them to his new toy box before I thought to take a picture. At least he doesn't bother our good stuff. Here's his new toy box:
Sorry, it's a little blurry. It doesn't match the decor of our family room as well as the basket, but I think it's a little less likely to end up in shreds!
Hugs and love,
Finally, I decided that nothing I was doing was really helping, so I went on inside. I didn't have any trouble walking or standing upright, so that was good (says Dr. Angie). My friend Jessica was coming in as I was walking down the hall. She said good morning and asked how I was doing today. I told her that I really didn't know. She asked what was wrong and I told her. She suggested that I try to find out who my sub was and see if they'd come on in. I checked the computer--I'd done this earlier in the week, but couldn't remember who my sub was supposed to be--and found that the sub had cancelled and my absence was left "unfilled." I panicked. I didn't really know what to do. I went to the office shortly before the bell rang to let students in and asked the secretary what I should do. She said not to worry about it, that they would either fill the opening or find somebody to cover my class. I had done everything I was supposed to. She also told me that the woman canceled at 5 something this morning. Grr.
I must have looked bad because she and the counselor both asked me if I was okay. I explained what was going on, and they diagnosed it as a kidney-related illness. I warned my kids that I wasn't feeling well and would probably be less patient with them than normal, but it didn't seem to help. They weren't any better for me than usual. A couple of hours later, the pain just went away. I was glad to be feeling better, but puzzled about what was causing it. I definitely planned to ask Dr. G about it at my appointment.
The ultrasound went well. J even took a few seconds of video on my phone (shh...). You can't tell much, but you can see that precious little flicker. We're still measuring a bit behind, but it's dead on with our measurements from Friday, so I'm thinking that means all is okay. (That's what everybody said, anyway.) Dr. G did not officially move my EDD, but I'm thinking he probably will at next week's appointment to December 5. Heart rate was 167 (last week was 130). J's first prediction is that it is a girl. (Apparently he's read about girls having higher heart rates...I don't know if that's accurate yet.) I have new pictures, but I am having a fight with the scanner. Maybe later I can update this post and include one. Next appointment is next Friday at 3:00. They'll do all of my "official first prenatal appointment" stuff then, and it'll likely be my last ultrasound for a while (if everything is still looking good).
As for the back pain, when I brought it up, Dr. G had me turn around and show him exactly where it hurt. When I did, he said it was the point where ligaments join the pelvis and other bones. I later read online that it is perhaps the result of softening of the supporting ligaments and disks due to the elevation of progesterone. He said that it's a common problem and can last throughout the pregnancy, I just happened to develop it early on. I told him I could deal with it as long as I knew it didn't mean anything was wrong.
In other news, I bought Jax a new toy box at Tar.get while I was out. It's a good thing, too, because his looked like this when I got home:
Of course, it still had toys in it at the time, but I had already transferred them to his new toy box before I thought to take a picture. At least he doesn't bother our good stuff. Here's his new toy box:
Sorry, it's a little blurry. It doesn't match the decor of our family room as well as the basket, but I think it's a little less likely to end up in shreds!
Hugs and love,
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Torn Paper and a Worry
Jax has a new favorite hobby--chewing up paper. He's quite good at it. We no longer have an immediate need for a shredder. He's not particular, either. He'll chew up bills, magazines, insurance card...you leave it around, he'll shred it for you! Free of charge, too. Oh, he also does a pretty mean job of destroying flower arrangments...a few stems at a time. You know, so it's not obvious (other than the mess it leaves all over the floor).
At first, we thought he was mad at us for leaving him at home all day while we were at work. MIL's theory is that he gets bored. I don't know what it is, but I wish it would stop. We're going to have to put him back in the mud room for a few days, I'm afraid. Think he'll get the message? He's even started chewing on his toy basket. It's got holes on 3 of the 4 corners. Grr...
Now, for the worry...(yes, it is PG related, so if you're not in the mood you might want to stop reading now).
My concern is that I don't have enough symptoms. In the early days of TTC, I read everything I could find about early pregnancy symptoms. I'm not one to typically be psychosomatic, but every now and then I'd have just sworn...well, I don't have to defend myself to you. We've all been there, I'm sure. Anyway, now that I actually am pregnant, I worry that I'm not feeling enough. I have had some nausea, but no tossing my cookies. The major thing I've been feeling for the past week is a constant urge to pee. I feel like I could go at any time. My boobs are still tender and sensitive--especially the nipples (sorry TMI). And I'm scatter-brained as I don't know what these days. I'm tired all the time, but my husband would argue that that's nothing new.
There hasn't been a thing to happen that makes me think something is wrong, I'd just like to have a few more symptoms. I'll gladly make a mad dash to the restroom if it assures me that all is well. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself for bad news at tomorrow's ultrasound. Ya know, just in case.
I guess I just need some reassurance. Anybody else go on the light side of symptoms? My mom never had morning sickness with me or my brother. (She's pretty lucky that way. She never gets headaches or had cramps with AF, either.) I did somewhere that taking prenatal vitamins before pregnancy can reduce the odds of morning sickness. (Maybe my 3+ years of taking them daily did some good after all.) I don't know. I just want to fast-forward so I can know all is well.
P.S. There's something stinky in the garbage can. I won't be opening the lid until somebody empties the garbage. Talk about activating the gag reflex!
Hope things are well with you all!
Hugs and love,
At first, we thought he was mad at us for leaving him at home all day while we were at work. MIL's theory is that he gets bored. I don't know what it is, but I wish it would stop. We're going to have to put him back in the mud room for a few days, I'm afraid. Think he'll get the message? He's even started chewing on his toy basket. It's got holes on 3 of the 4 corners. Grr...
Now, for the worry...(yes, it is PG related, so if you're not in the mood you might want to stop reading now).
My concern is that I don't have enough symptoms. In the early days of TTC, I read everything I could find about early pregnancy symptoms. I'm not one to typically be psychosomatic, but every now and then I'd have just sworn...well, I don't have to defend myself to you. We've all been there, I'm sure. Anyway, now that I actually am pregnant, I worry that I'm not feeling enough. I have had some nausea, but no tossing my cookies. The major thing I've been feeling for the past week is a constant urge to pee. I feel like I could go at any time. My boobs are still tender and sensitive--especially the nipples (sorry TMI). And I'm scatter-brained as I don't know what these days. I'm tired all the time, but my husband would argue that that's nothing new.
There hasn't been a thing to happen that makes me think something is wrong, I'd just like to have a few more symptoms. I'll gladly make a mad dash to the restroom if it assures me that all is well. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess I'm just trying to prepare myself for bad news at tomorrow's ultrasound. Ya know, just in case.
I guess I just need some reassurance. Anybody else go on the light side of symptoms? My mom never had morning sickness with me or my brother. (She's pretty lucky that way. She never gets headaches or had cramps with AF, either.) I did somewhere that taking prenatal vitamins before pregnancy can reduce the odds of morning sickness. (Maybe my 3+ years of taking them daily did some good after all.) I don't know. I just want to fast-forward so I can know all is well.
P.S. There's something stinky in the garbage can. I won't be opening the lid until somebody empties the garbage. Talk about activating the gag reflex!
Hope things are well with you all!
Hugs and love,
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Field Trip!
Today, the entire fifth grade from our school took a PTO-sponsored field trip to see the 3D movie Rio. It was a pretty cute movie, but I learned a few things today about my stomach that I never would have expected.
Things that made me nauseous today:
1.) the bus ride -- there and back
2.) popcorn (thank goodness for the Sprite that came with it!)
3.) flying scenes in a 3D movie (I'm thinking this was the Vertigo kicking in)
4.) the smells of fast food at lunch (we ate at Wen.dy's after the movie)
Other than needing a major nap, I'm doing okay right now, though. Field trips were so much more fun when I was a student!
Hugs and love,
Things that made me nauseous today:
1.) the bus ride -- there and back
2.) popcorn (thank goodness for the Sprite that came with it!)
3.) flying scenes in a 3D movie (I'm thinking this was the Vertigo kicking in)
4.) the smells of fast food at lunch (we ate at Wen.dy's after the movie)
Other than needing a major nap, I'm doing okay right now, though. Field trips were so much more fun when I was a student!
Hugs and love,
Monday, April 18, 2011
Chills
This story gives me chills. It happened last week a few miles from where I live. It's all anybody's wanted to talk about at school in the workroom at lunch the last 4 days. I guess I'll steer clear until all the hype passes, because I just don't want to hear anymore about it. (Of course, only a handful of people at school even know my situation.) I'm so, so sorry for this girl's family, but I can't live the rest of the year in fear. If you pray, please pray for comfort for the family and justice to be served.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Letter to an Unwelcomed Visitor
Dear mouse in the garage,
Unless your name is Mickey and you have an entire "world" (and a land, for that matter) built in your honor, kindly vacate my garage or I will be forced to turn my vicious attack dog loose on you. I did not allow you into my home, nor did I invite you to take up residence. Please gather your belongings--including any family members you may have brought along--and vacate the premises as soon as possible. Thank you for your cooperation. You have 24 hours.
Sincerely,
Unless your name is Mickey and you have an entire "world" (and a land, for that matter) built in your honor, kindly vacate my garage or I will be forced to turn my vicious attack dog loose on you. I did not allow you into my home, nor did I invite you to take up residence. Please gather your belongings--including any family members you may have brought along--and vacate the premises as soon as possible. Thank you for your cooperation. You have 24 hours.
Sincerely,
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Where do I belong? (and pic of u/s)
Okay, so let me just be honest here. I'm not nearly as researched on pregnancy matters as I was infertility. I could spout off statistics and diagnoses along with symptoms and (sometimes) even treatment options. I knew common protocols, drug names, and thanks to the blog world, I even knew somebody who was going through or had gone through just about everything I came across.
Now, though...I'm feeling my way blindly through this. Sure, there are resources out there. There are books, websites, and forums. The whole nine yards. But it all seems so nonchalant. Like getting to this point was no big deal. But for us infertiles, it is a VERY big deal. Yeah, I use those resources because they are the ones that are available; but I sort of feel like a fake. Like I don't belong.
Does anybody know of any books or other resources specifically for pregnancy after infertility?
Oh, and as promised yesterday, here's a sneak peek at our little peanut. The tech apologized for not being able to get a good shot without the yolk sac (a.k.a. space helmet--that's what we decided it looked like), but I'll take what I can get. I saw that little flicker--the most precious thing I've seen so far--and that put my mind at ease.
Please know that I'm not complaining about any of this (well, maybe the scatterbrained part). I just wanted to document it in case I need to know later. Oh, and by the way, it's 10:00 and I'm still up! (Nevermind that I slept until almost 9:30 this morning and had a 1 1/2 hour nap this afternoon.)
Hope your weekend is going splendidly!
Hugs and love,
Now, though...I'm feeling my way blindly through this. Sure, there are resources out there. There are books, websites, and forums. The whole nine yards. But it all seems so nonchalant. Like getting to this point was no big deal. But for us infertiles, it is a VERY big deal. Yeah, I use those resources because they are the ones that are available; but I sort of feel like a fake. Like I don't belong.
Does anybody know of any books or other resources specifically for pregnancy after infertility?
Oh, and as promised yesterday, here's a sneak peek at our little peanut. The tech apologized for not being able to get a good shot without the yolk sac (a.k.a. space helmet--that's what we decided it looked like), but I'll take what I can get. I saw that little flicker--the most precious thing I've seen so far--and that put my mind at ease.
As far as symptoms go, I'm feeling pretty good most of the time. I've had a few bouts with lightheadedness, as well as some nausea (mostly after I've eaten). My boobs are incredibly sore, though, and have been for a while now. I've been sleeping in a sports bra, and that seems to help at night--especially when turning over in bed. As a teacher, I've always been very good at holding my urine. Not so much anymore. And it seems like I feel as if I need to go 5 minutes after I've been. I'm hoping this doesn't become an issue at work, since I can't just go whenever I want. I can't seem to get enough sleep. I did make it through Amer.ican Id.ol this week, but it's the first time in about 3 weeks. And it's about the only show I managed to stay awake for. Also, I've become quite the scatterbrain. That's probably driving me crazy more than anything else. The other symptoms, I expected. I even looked forward to them because I knew they would mean something good was happening inside my body. But I can't stand being so forgetful! J says I'd better get used to it.
Please know that I'm not complaining about any of this (well, maybe the scatterbrained part). I just wanted to document it in case I need to know later. Oh, and by the way, it's 10:00 and I'm still up! (Nevermind that I slept until almost 9:30 this morning and had a 1 1/2 hour nap this afternoon.)
Hope your weekend is going splendidly!
Hugs and love,
Friday, April 15, 2011
Holy Schnikes! (Trigs)
There really is a baby in there! (Yes, only one.) We had our first ultrasound this afternoon, and I'm now convinced there really is a baby in my belly. (Well, not exactly my belly, but--ahem--ya know...) We were able to see the heart beating away. Dr. G. says things are looking really good. We measured about 4 days behind, though. He says it's probably no big deal, but for peace of mind he's going to have me come in for an ultrasound once a week for the next two weeks. He says he'd rather do that than tell me to come back in a month and worry the entire time, wondering what's going on. So, I go back next Thursday for a second peek. At least I don't have as long to wait this time.
I'll try to scan the pics later, after J finishes working out. (Long story--when we try to use the printer/scanner/copier and the television is on, it throws the breaker.) Maybe I'll post them tomorrow. If I do, I'll be sure and warn those of you who may not want to see them. Love you all!
I seriously feel a nap coming on. Too bad it's 7:30!
Hugs and love,
I'll try to scan the pics later, after J finishes working out. (Long story--when we try to use the printer/scanner/copier and the television is on, it throws the breaker.) Maybe I'll post them tomorrow. If I do, I'll be sure and warn those of you who may not want to see them. Love you all!
I seriously feel a nap coming on. Too bad it's 7:30!
Hugs and love,
Thursday, April 14, 2011
What a sweetheart!
One of my students told me yesterday that he left my birthday present at home. I told him that he didn't need to give me a gift, but he insisted that he'd bring it today. This morning, he brought me in an envelope. When I opened it, I found a card (that he'd made himself--my favorite kind) and a Bru.ster's gift card! I must talk about ice cream an awful lot!
Isn't he a little sweetie?
Isn't he a little sweetie?
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Awkward Phonecall
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes! 31 is no worse than 30!
Okay, so I was going about my business today, teaching math--I think--when my classroom phone rang. It was from my OB/GYN's office. The conversation that ensued was quite strange, I'm sure, because I felt like I was speaking in code.
Me: Hello.
S: Is this Angela?
Me: Yes.
S: This is S at Dr. G.'s office. You have an appointment on June 2 for your annual exam, and we need to reschedule it because Dr. G. is going to be out of town.
Me: Yes, I got a letter stating that, but I actually have an appointment of - ahem- a different nature on Friday, and I was planning to wait and ask if I still need to reschedule that appointment.
S: Well, do you know when your last exam was?
Me: Yes, it was June 1.
S: Well, it will have to be after that for your insurance to pay for it.
Me: I'm aware of that, but I was going to wait until after Friday's appointment because I may not need the other one.
S: Okay, I guess. Have a good day.
Me: Thanks, you too.
*Click*
I couldn't exactly blurt it out in front of a room full of fifth graders, now could I? As soon as I hung up, I emailed J and had him go over and clarify for me so she wouldn't think I'm a loon. (He works across the hall.)
Oy.
Hugs and love,
Okay, so I was going about my business today, teaching math--I think--when my classroom phone rang. It was from my OB/GYN's office. The conversation that ensued was quite strange, I'm sure, because I felt like I was speaking in code.
Me: Hello.
S: Is this Angela?
Me: Yes.
S: This is S at Dr. G.'s office. You have an appointment on June 2 for your annual exam, and we need to reschedule it because Dr. G. is going to be out of town.
Me: Yes, I got a letter stating that, but I actually have an appointment of - ahem- a different nature on Friday, and I was planning to wait and ask if I still need to reschedule that appointment.
S: Well, do you know when your last exam was?
Me: Yes, it was June 1.
S: Well, it will have to be after that for your insurance to pay for it.
Me: I'm aware of that, but I was going to wait until after Friday's appointment because I may not need the other one.
S: Okay, I guess. Have a good day.
Me: Thanks, you too.
*Click*
I couldn't exactly blurt it out in front of a room full of fifth graders, now could I? As soon as I hung up, I emailed J and had him go over and clarify for me so she wouldn't think I'm a loon. (He works across the hall.)
Oy.
Hugs and love,
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
What a Difference a Year Makes
This time last year...
I was about to turn 30, and if you'd told me what the next 12 months would have in store for us
(reproductively speaking), I'd have said you were a loon.
Now, here I am on my last day to be 30, and I hardly recognize my own life. It's kind of like trying to catch a butterfly. It's lovely, and you may dream about it. But once you actually catch it, you don't know what to do with it. I don't quite know what to do next. I'm still trying not to get too excited (at least, not until after Friday), but I just can't help it. So, I've decided to just enjoy the moment because I don't know what the next one will bring.
Oh, and I got a 30% off coupon in the mail from Ko.hl's today! Yay, me!
Hugs and love,
I was about to turn 30, and if you'd told me what the next 12 months would have in store for us
(reproductively speaking), I'd have said you were a loon.
Now, here I am on my last day to be 30, and I hardly recognize my own life. It's kind of like trying to catch a butterfly. It's lovely, and you may dream about it. But once you actually catch it, you don't know what to do with it. I don't quite know what to do next. I'm still trying not to get too excited (at least, not until after Friday), but I just can't help it. So, I've decided to just enjoy the moment because I don't know what the next one will bring.
Oh, and I got a 30% off coupon in the mail from Ko.hl's today! Yay, me!
Hugs and love,
Monday, April 11, 2011
Nap, anyone?
I think today is the first day in the past week when I haven't had a nap. I'm thinking there's no sense in breaking that record, right? Even if it's a short one...who am I kidding? At this hour, I'd probably sleep until morning! *Yawn*
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Birthdays, birthdays, birthdays!
It's birthday week here at the Hughes household. Today marks my sweet J's birthday. He has seemed a bit more at ease with his birthday this year. Perhaps because he is 6 and a half weeks on his way to fatherhood. And since we've been married, he's expressed a great concern over being an "old dad." It was not on his to do list. I often asked him what that meant; exactly, what is an old dad? He didn't ever have a good answer, but he just knew he didn't want to be one.
Then, we started eating healthier and exercising nearly 2 years ago. He's lost about 125 pounds, and has more recently told me that he always told me he didn't want to be an old dad because he thought he was fat and unhealthy and would die early before he saw his children grow up. Kinda made me tear up.
We had our annual "birthday lunch" at my parents' house this afternoon with my family. And with my birthday being on Wednesday, it's not looking good for the diet this week! Maybe the weather will cooperate for some evening strolls though.
Happy Sunday, all! Hope you have a great week ahead.
Hugs and love,
Then, we started eating healthier and exercising nearly 2 years ago. He's lost about 125 pounds, and has more recently told me that he always told me he didn't want to be an old dad because he thought he was fat and unhealthy and would die early before he saw his children grow up. Kinda made me tear up.
We had our annual "birthday lunch" at my parents' house this afternoon with my family. And with my birthday being on Wednesday, it's not looking good for the diet this week! Maybe the weather will cooperate for some evening strolls though.
Happy Sunday, all! Hope you have a great week ahead.
Hugs and love,
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Support
Thank you all for the support. I was away for a couple of days, but I scheduled my blog posts in advance so I would still be on track for the year. In Thursday's post, I talked about trying to be sensitive to others' feelings. After it posted, I re-read it again (on my phone) while on our trip, and had the terrible feeling that it might appear to be rude and insensitive itself. That was never my intention, and I hope that did not offend you, either.
I do want to thank you all for giving me "permission" to talk about this pregnancy freely, though. I know how hard it is, though, to read updates day after day on blog after blog. So, at the suggestion of a few of you fine ladies, I will try very hard to give my posts appropriate titles so that my dear readers will have some advanced warning about whether or not they may want to skip a post.
On other thing, though. I must be really boring, otherwise. (Not fishing for compliments here, just an observation.) I rarely get comments from readers when I don't post about IF or now PG. Hm...go figure!
Love you all and hope you're having a fabulous weekend!
Hugs and love,
I do want to thank you all for giving me "permission" to talk about this pregnancy freely, though. I know how hard it is, though, to read updates day after day on blog after blog. So, at the suggestion of a few of you fine ladies, I will try very hard to give my posts appropriate titles so that my dear readers will have some advanced warning about whether or not they may want to skip a post.
On other thing, though. I must be really boring, otherwise. (Not fishing for compliments here, just an observation.) I rarely get comments from readers when I don't post about IF or now PG. Hm...go figure!
Love you all and hope you're having a fabulous weekend!
Hugs and love,
Friday, April 8, 2011
Frugal Friday--My new Favorite Game
Happy Friday, all! I decided to try something new today. I posted a little while ago about some really good deals I got while doing my weekly shopping. I've always loved couponing, but we had a Homemakers' lesson on it recently, and I've been literally addicted ever since. I can hardly wait for Sunday afternoon when I can peruse the sale ads and match them up with coupons to get the best deals on things we need or use regularly.
Since the beginning of 2011, I have a new favorite game, too. I like to call it "Let's-see-how-many-good-deals-I-can-get-while-raking-in-the-most-possible-ExtraCare-Bucks" at C.V.S. Here's what I managed to get this week:
Since the beginning of 2011, I have a new favorite game, too. I like to call it "Let's-see-how-many-good-deals-I-can-get-while-raking-in-the-most-possible-ExtraCare-Bucks" at C.V.S. Here's what I managed to get this week:
In case you can't tell what all is in this picture, here's a run-down:
1.) Tide 100 oz. (one is a 52-load original with bleach alternative and the other is a Febreze April scent 60 load) -- $10.99 each, and I had a $0.35 coupon for one of them*
2.) Gille.tte body wash--18 oz. each (2) $3.99 each, with coupon BOGO
3.) Right Guard body wash on sale for $3.88 (Got back $3.00 in ECB)
4.) Auss.ie 3 minute miracle (2) on sale for 2/$5.49 with $1.00 off coupon*
5.) Gold Bond moisturizing body wash on sale for $5.88 - $2.00 coupon (Got back $3.00 in ECB)
6.) Dawn hand care dishwashing liquid (4) $0.99 each - coupon $0.25*
7.) Oral-B Cross Action toothbrush on sale for $2.99 - $2.00 coupon (Got back $0.99 ECB)
8.) Softsoap body wash (3) on sale for 3/$9 - $0.75 coupon (Got back $3.00 ECB)
9.) Cover.Girl Simply Ageless primer $15.99
10.) Cover.Girl Simply Ageless makeup $7.89 (CG on sale BOGO1/2) - coupon $5.00 off 2
* These items went toward earning a $10 ECB certificate
Total Retail of shopping trip: $121.42 (plus tax)**
Total coupons used (including $10.50 in ECB & a $4 off $20): $29.84
Total spent out of pocket: $60.03 (including tax)
Extra Care Bucks earned toward next shopping trip: $19.99, so it's like getting all of this for $40!
I was quite pleased with myself. **Of course, I would not have purchased these items at a drug store had they not been on sale, but still...I DID save some cash!
Did you find any good deals this week?
Thursday, April 7, 2011
6w0d
So, I don't know if you've noticed, but I've tried really hard to be sensitive to my dear blogger buddies by not talking about my new "status" non-stop. Even though it's all I can think about 24/7. I've decided to allow myself one day each week for "baby talk" unless, of course, there's something major that I feel a need to share. After all, it is my blog. For now, that post will be on Thursdays, since that is the day my weeks "roll over." When I start having regular appointments, I will change the day to match the day of the week my appointments fall on if necessary. If you feel the need to leave me (and I hope you won't), or skip a post, I totally understand. It is my plan to remain as sensitive to others' feelings as I always have tried to be.
That being said, I'm finding it difficult to stay awake. Like ever. Last Sunday, I could barely hold my eyes open during church. Afterward, my dad asked me if I was having a hard time and I responded, "You don't even know!" As far as symptoms, I still feel pretty good most of the time. I've had a few nasty bouts with nausea, but no actual sickness yet. My boobs are sore, but they don't generally ache--I typically only notice on 3 occasions: 1.) if I bump into something (ouch), 2.) the moment I take my bra off at night when getting ready for bed (Ouch), or 3.) if I roll over in bed (OUCH). I bought a couple of sports bras to wear at night and that seems to be helping some.
I'm also having a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that I'm on my way to crossing over. It's funny. We've spent the better part of the last 3 and a half years trying to get to this point. Now that it's here, I don't quite know what to do. I just want to tell all of you again how much I appreciate your support. You don't know what it means to me to know that you're rooting for me. Five years ago, I'd have said you were crazy if you'd told me I'd depend on the kindness of strangers to get me through some of the darkest days of my life. I only hope I can be half as much support to you all as you've been to me. I love you all, and I don't know what I'd do without you.
Hugs and love,
That being said, I'm finding it difficult to stay awake. Like ever. Last Sunday, I could barely hold my eyes open during church. Afterward, my dad asked me if I was having a hard time and I responded, "You don't even know!" As far as symptoms, I still feel pretty good most of the time. I've had a few nasty bouts with nausea, but no actual sickness yet. My boobs are sore, but they don't generally ache--I typically only notice on 3 occasions: 1.) if I bump into something (ouch), 2.) the moment I take my bra off at night when getting ready for bed (Ouch), or 3.) if I roll over in bed (OUCH). I bought a couple of sports bras to wear at night and that seems to be helping some.
I'm also having a hard time wrapping my brain around the fact that I'm on my way to crossing over. It's funny. We've spent the better part of the last 3 and a half years trying to get to this point. Now that it's here, I don't quite know what to do. I just want to tell all of you again how much I appreciate your support. You don't know what it means to me to know that you're rooting for me. Five years ago, I'd have said you were crazy if you'd told me I'd depend on the kindness of strangers to get me through some of the darkest days of my life. I only hope I can be half as much support to you all as you've been to me. I love you all, and I don't know what I'd do without you.
Hugs and love,
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Survey time!
High school
So, I noticed the other day that I've missed a couple of months with my "end-of-the-month" survey. I decided I'd post one today. This one is all about High School.
1. Did you date someone from your school?
Yes, all 4 years of high school...then we broke up in September after I graduated. J also went to my high school, but not when I was there (he's a little older than me).
2. Did you marry someone from your high school?
Sure did! (But he didn't go to my high school until halfway through his sophomore year.)
3. Did you car pool to school?
Um, yeah, with my mom (she taught there).
4. What kind of car did you have?
A 1992 white Ford Escort.
5. What kind of car do you have now?
1998 blue Honda CR-V
6. Its Saturday night...where are you now?
Home with J, usually.
7. It is Saturday night...where were you then?
At home or at the movies with my best friends
8. What kind of job did you have in high school?
I gave piano lessons and filed/typed information in an insurance office.
9. What kind of job do you do now?
I am a fifth grade teacher
10. Were you a party animal?
Nope, never.
11. Were you considered a flirt?
Nope, never.
12. Were you in band, orchestra, or choir?
Yes, choir...but I had been in band in middle school, so I helped out at ballgames on occasion
13. Were you a nerd?
yes, only without the stereotypical thick glasses and pocket protector
14. Did you get suspended or expelled?
Nope!
15. Can you sing the fight song?
I don't think ours had words...but I can hum it for you.
16. Who was/were your favorite teacher(s)?
I don't know if I had a favorite teacher, but my favorite class was Floral Design.
17. Where did you sit during lunch?
at a table with my dearest friends (when we had lunch at the same time)
18. What was your school's full name?
Edmon.son Co. High School
19. When did you graduate?
May 1998
20. What was your school mascot?
Wildcats
21. If you could go back and do it again, would you?
No. I wouldn't mind those "carefree" days again, and I miss some of my friends greatly, but I'm satisfied with how my life turned out. I definitely don't want to back-track.
22. Did you have fun at Prom?
Yes, but my date would only slow dance, so I had to "fast" dance with my girl friends. We had a blast, though, after prom--we had a sleepover at one of my friends' house. Both years. (There were 7 or 8 of us girls.)
23. Do you still talk to the person you went to Prom with?
No...he turned out to be a bit stalkerish...
24. Are you planning on going to your next reunion?
Maybe. I didn't get to go to our 10 year because we had a dinner theater scheduled for the same night. J has one coming up this year (don't know when), and he doesn't want to go.
25. Do you still talk to people from school?
A few--and I have several Face.book friends from high school.
26. School Colors?
red, white, and blue
27. What celebrities came from your high school?
Hmm...Phill.ies pitcher Joseph Blanton went to my high school, even though he didn't graduate from there. I had a class with him my sophomore year. I can't think of anybody else.
Care to join me?
So, I noticed the other day that I've missed a couple of months with my "end-of-the-month" survey. I decided I'd post one today. This one is all about High School.
1. Did you date someone from your school?
Yes, all 4 years of high school...then we broke up in September after I graduated. J also went to my high school, but not when I was there (he's a little older than me).
2. Did you marry someone from your high school?
Sure did! (But he didn't go to my high school until halfway through his sophomore year.)
3. Did you car pool to school?
Um, yeah, with my mom (she taught there).
4. What kind of car did you have?
A 1992 white Ford Escort.
5. What kind of car do you have now?
1998 blue Honda CR-V
6. Its Saturday night...where are you now?
Home with J, usually.
7. It is Saturday night...where were you then?
At home or at the movies with my best friends
8. What kind of job did you have in high school?
I gave piano lessons and filed/typed information in an insurance office.
9. What kind of job do you do now?
I am a fifth grade teacher
10. Were you a party animal?
Nope, never.
11. Were you considered a flirt?
Nope, never.
12. Were you in band, orchestra, or choir?
Yes, choir...but I had been in band in middle school, so I helped out at ballgames on occasion
13. Were you a nerd?
yes, only without the stereotypical thick glasses and pocket protector
14. Did you get suspended or expelled?
Nope!
15. Can you sing the fight song?
I don't think ours had words...but I can hum it for you.
16. Who was/were your favorite teacher(s)?
I don't know if I had a favorite teacher, but my favorite class was Floral Design.
17. Where did you sit during lunch?
at a table with my dearest friends (when we had lunch at the same time)
18. What was your school's full name?
Edmon.son Co. High School
19. When did you graduate?
May 1998
20. What was your school mascot?
Wildcats
21. If you could go back and do it again, would you?
No. I wouldn't mind those "carefree" days again, and I miss some of my friends greatly, but I'm satisfied with how my life turned out. I definitely don't want to back-track.
22. Did you have fun at Prom?
Yes, but my date would only slow dance, so I had to "fast" dance with my girl friends. We had a blast, though, after prom--we had a sleepover at one of my friends' house. Both years. (There were 7 or 8 of us girls.)
23. Do you still talk to the person you went to Prom with?
No...he turned out to be a bit stalkerish...
24. Are you planning on going to your next reunion?
Maybe. I didn't get to go to our 10 year because we had a dinner theater scheduled for the same night. J has one coming up this year (don't know when), and he doesn't want to go.
25. Do you still talk to people from school?
A few--and I have several Face.book friends from high school.
26. School Colors?
red, white, and blue
27. What celebrities came from your high school?
Hmm...Phill.ies pitcher Joseph Blanton went to my high school, even though he didn't graduate from there. I had a class with him my sophomore year. I can't think of anybody else.
Care to join me?
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Getting Away
Remember all those snow days I posted about? Well, I didn't mention them all--ALL 16 of them. As a result, though, our school board voted to take 3 days of our spring break to use as make-up days. We made up one day on President's Day, we extended the school year by 2 weeks, and the teachers have to go 3 days without the students.
As soon as they announced this, J and I decided we wanted to get away for a long weekend (with the two days off for "spring break" and then the actual weekend). Even if we went someplace with nothing to do, we wanted to get away. We've had a stressful few months with a lot going on. We wanted to just relax someplace. Plus, we knew at that point we'd either be in a mood to celebrate or looking for alone time to mourn. So, we booked a little trip (incidentally, with my mom and brother).
Then, the superintendent decided that all staff members must report Thursday for one of the "G days." (I don't know what "G" stands for, but it's one of the three days without students.) The only way out is to take a personal day or a sick day with a doctor's note. I hesitated because I've missed so much this year, but J finally convinced me that I needed this break (and so did he, frankly). So, I took a personal day on Thursday.
As soon as I get home from school tomorrow, I'm picking up J from work and we're heading out of town. I can't wait to sleep late! Last night, I went to sleep shortly after dinner and slept all the way until bedtime. Then I got up, brushed my teeth, changed into my pajamas, and went to bed...and slept all night (except for about 15 minutes at 3:30--Jax threw up on the bed and I had to clean it up). Yet, I'd still have paid somebody money if they'd let me take a nap at around 8:00 this morning.
Ah, well. I need to go pack. Happy Tuesday, all!
Hugs and love,
As soon as they announced this, J and I decided we wanted to get away for a long weekend (with the two days off for "spring break" and then the actual weekend). Even if we went someplace with nothing to do, we wanted to get away. We've had a stressful few months with a lot going on. We wanted to just relax someplace. Plus, we knew at that point we'd either be in a mood to celebrate or looking for alone time to mourn. So, we booked a little trip (incidentally, with my mom and brother).
Then, the superintendent decided that all staff members must report Thursday for one of the "G days." (I don't know what "G" stands for, but it's one of the three days without students.) The only way out is to take a personal day or a sick day with a doctor's note. I hesitated because I've missed so much this year, but J finally convinced me that I needed this break (and so did he, frankly). So, I took a personal day on Thursday.
As soon as I get home from school tomorrow, I'm picking up J from work and we're heading out of town. I can't wait to sleep late! Last night, I went to sleep shortly after dinner and slept all the way until bedtime. Then I got up, brushed my teeth, changed into my pajamas, and went to bed...and slept all night (except for about 15 minutes at 3:30--Jax threw up on the bed and I had to clean it up). Yet, I'd still have paid somebody money if they'd let me take a nap at around 8:00 this morning.
Ah, well. I need to go pack. Happy Tuesday, all!
Hugs and love,
Monday, April 4, 2011
Maybe in June?
Back in January, I posted this about a challenge I was thinking about tackling in April for several quirky reasons (all detailed in the post). Well, I was a little bit distracted when April began, and, well, I didn't start the challenge. I contemplated doing it anyway and just catching up, but that would bother me. It doesn't bother me when other people do it, but I don't like doing things out of order myself. So, I guess I'll be skipping April. And May (31 days, you know). That brings us to June. June. Nearly 2 months away just because I missed a few days at the beginning of this month. Boy, am I anal, or what?
Sunday, April 3, 2011
What a cutie pie!
Yesterday, we ventured out to the vet with Jax to get his "spot" checked out. It turned out not to be an infection (which is good news), and the vet told us that even if we did nothing at all it would heal. We can continue to put anti-biotic ointment on it, or not. Whatever we prefer. It looks better today.
The office was packed--I've never seen it that full before. Lots of little dogs, one cat, and one greyhound. Whew! Was that one a shocker! I don't suppose I've ever seen a full grown greyhound before. Jax didn't know what to think of him, either. Everyone who came in commented on how cute Jax is (yes, I'm a proud furmama). I kind of felt bad for the other puppy-parents, but hey, they were making the same comments. Their dogs were cute, too.
So, here's the most recent picture I took of Jax last Wednesdsay. My mom made him the pillowcase with his name on it. He's so spoiled. But I don't know what I'd do without him. Oh, and never mind that he was playing with a snowman.
I hope you're enjoying the last few hours of the weekend!
Hugs and love,
The office was packed--I've never seen it that full before. Lots of little dogs, one cat, and one greyhound. Whew! Was that one a shocker! I don't suppose I've ever seen a full grown greyhound before. Jax didn't know what to think of him, either. Everyone who came in commented on how cute Jax is (yes, I'm a proud furmama). I kind of felt bad for the other puppy-parents, but hey, they were making the same comments. Their dogs were cute, too.
So, here's the most recent picture I took of Jax last Wednesdsay. My mom made him the pillowcase with his name on it. He's so spoiled. But I don't know what I'd do without him. Oh, and never mind that he was playing with a snowman.
I hope you're enjoying the last few hours of the weekend!
Hugs and love,
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Low-Key
Today's sort of a low-key kind of day. We don't have any major plans. It's likely that we'll have to take Jax to the v-e-t- later. He keeps developing this spot of infection near his surgery site. Per MIL's suggestion, we've been treating it with peroxide and triple antibiotic ointment (because we're too cheap to buy actual Neo.sporin). But it keeps coming back. This is the third time he's had it, so we thought it best to get it checked out. Poor baby.
Then, we'll venture off to town to grab some lunch (we've got a coupon and it is splurge day, after all). We have only a few small errands to run today, and we even planned enough groceries on our last trip to last us through Wednesday (we're going out of town for a couple of days at the end of the week), so our grocery trip will be quite short. I only have to pick up a prescription and some treats for my school kiddos for a reward they've earned. I'd really like to go to the bookstore, but J doesn't like it there. He doesn't really like books. Maybe I could have him drop me off and he could go someplace else for a little while. We shall see...
After all that, I think it might be time for a nap. Although, the weather is pretty nice here today. Mr. Sunshine is out, and the temps are supposed to be in the mid-60s, which is MUCH better than the past 2 weeks. Maybe a nice little stroll is in order.
Hope you're all having a super Saturday!
Hugs and love,
Then, we'll venture off to town to grab some lunch (we've got a coupon and it is splurge day, after all). We have only a few small errands to run today, and we even planned enough groceries on our last trip to last us through Wednesday (we're going out of town for a couple of days at the end of the week), so our grocery trip will be quite short. I only have to pick up a prescription and some treats for my school kiddos for a reward they've earned. I'd really like to go to the bookstore, but J doesn't like it there. He doesn't really like books. Maybe I could have him drop me off and he could go someplace else for a little while. We shall see...
After all that, I think it might be time for a nap. Although, the weather is pretty nice here today. Mr. Sunshine is out, and the temps are supposed to be in the mid-60s, which is MUCH better than the past 2 weeks. Maybe a nice little stroll is in order.
Hope you're all having a super Saturday!
Hugs and love,
Friday, April 1, 2011
GNO
Gotta make this short and sweet. I went out with some of the girls from school tonight for a Girls' Night Out. We saw The Linc.oln Law.yer and went out to eat. It was a pretty good movie. I think J's mad at me though because I was out so late. Gotta go get back in his good graces.
Hugs and love,
Hugs and love,
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