Meltdown

I thought I was in a fairly good place, emotionally. But I had a pretty good meltdown today. I found myself tearing up over goodness knows what on the way to town this morning, but an incident at the grocery store sent me right over the edge. The instant our cashier handed me the receipt, I remembered I had a few coupons pulled that I had intended to use. They were still in my coupon sorter inside my purse. I went all ballistic on J and he asked why I was fussing at him. I snapped that I wasn't fussing at him, I was only fussing to him. Then I stormed off to the car, mad, and having no one to blame but myself.

I cried most of the way home. I'm not really sure why. Surely not over the $6 I could have saved at the store. My guess is the culprit is most likely that we're approaching our first due date. Wreaks havoc on the psyche.

I'm not looking for sympathy, I just needed to vent. Thanks to those of you who weighed in on yesterday's post. I'll post my response as soon as I've polished and sent it.

Hugs & love,