I feel like I've been MIA for ages and it's only been 3 days since my last post. I don't really know what to say, but I feel the need to write.
Let's be honest...I'm scared to death of all the things that could go wrong at Thursday's ultrasound. Last time I was pregnant, I remember telling J that it never really occurred to me that we could have gone in there and received devastating news (and then, of course, we were blind-sided at u/s #3). I'm not usually the gloom-and-doom, expect-the-worst type. But I can't help but be afraid. I've tried to shake it, but I just can't. I don't have any hunches that something is wrong...no "bad" symptoms to make me think things are less than perfect.
I'm just plain old scared. And I probably will be until I've passed my 3 hurdles.
And then some.
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- I have been married to the love of my life since 07/07/07. Soon after we got married, we started trying to expand our family. Unfortunately, that road was not as easy as we'd like. It seems we both have our own issues that acted as stumbling blocks. After 1 fresh IVF cycle, 3 FETs, 2 losses, and daily blood thinner injections, by the grace of God our little miracle arrived on 8/16/12.
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3 comments:
It's so hard, I believe that is simply the burden of pregnancy after a loss but I wish you peace, and a beautiful ultra sound :)
(((Hugs))) Praying for the best, Angie.
Oh my geez....right here with you girlie!!! I just wrote a similar post....can't wait for it to be over and on to the next hurdle. :/ hugs to you....you're in my thoughts!!!
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