It's falling

My hcg level, that is.  Yesterday's draw showed it to be down to 41.  So, at least it's going in the "right" direction, given the circumstances.  I go back on Wednesday (I think) for another draw.  I hate this waiting for things to really start.  I just want it over with.

I appreciate all of the support from you ladies.  It truly is helping me get through this.  You get it.  You understand.  Many of you have been here for yourselves.  The few IRL friends who knew are trying to be supportive as  best they can, but I've heard, "You have nine more" more times than I care to count in the past 3 days.  Yes, that is true.  However, that procedure costs money, too.  We can't just jump back on the wagon and proceeed.  We have discussed it just a bit, and we have decided to let ourselves rest for a bit.  Heal just a little.  Then, maybe we can time something for spring break or even summer.  To minimize my time off work, and maybe we won't have to let too many people in the loop this time.

Here's a picture of Jax all dressed up for Christmas.  He's growing like  a weed!  It cheers me up when I look at it.  If you're having a bad day, maybe it will make you smile, too.

Hugs and love,