Once an infertile...

Though I realize it so completely selfish of me, I still feel a moment of grief every time AF shows up.  Why is that, I wonder?  

I don't expect to ever be one of those women who gets to surprise her husband with the news of an impending family expansion, but there is just something about the arrival of AF that reminds me every time.  

*sigh*

Now I have a 10 month old to catch up with...